.. its a crush
I have an crush.. very much unrequited with this hottie baseball player that is in some of my classes. I am not an ugly chick.. if I actually try I can look like a hottie myself but damn this dude is a mystery to me! Why the hell do we always want things at are just out of reach!??
Tae Kwon Do Tear Up
So I just finished a martial arts class and I must confess that I really went to far while sparring them. It all goes back about two weeks ago when a new 24 year old student joined ( I am 17). He bore a white belt and I introduced myself and my brother to him, took him under our wing if you will. Then we begin to sparr towards the end of class (sparring is controlled fighting). I go easier on him then other students since he was "just beginning" but as it turns out he was almost my belt at another school. Things are going fine until he punches me square in the chest with all his might. I slam against the wall and punch a huge hole in the lower floor boards. Reeling in pain I get up only to have him hit me again.
After that class I swore, I would return the favor and I did. I did it tonight in front of the whole school. Kicked the living heck out of him and to be perfectly honest... I was embarassed. I was embarassed that a little jerk like him got the best of me. And in front of fellow students and their parents, those who look up at me, I set a horrible example.
I just wanted to confess that I am sorry to my students, my teacher and my school. It will never happen again... and kyle ( this was the kids name)... you had it coming
I don't think the guy my friend likes would make a good couple
So there's this guy that my friend likes. But I don't really think they make a good couple because I think me and the guy she likes are soulmates. We have so much in common. I'm afraid to tell her this because she'll probably get mad and say that I am "stealing" the guy she likes and im gonna ask him out or something. I'm not really attracted to him but if he did ask me out I think I'd say yes. We're like totally soulmates!! Thanks for listening.
Moving Away From Family
I just had a baby and feel the need to get the hell out of WV where we have horrible hospitals and schools. We will be moving to NC where they have excellent schools, great hospitals, jobs, better weather, and friendlier people. Everything is good about it, except I am 100 percent crushed and broken hearted to be moving away from my mother. I have never loved my mother so much until I had a baby of my own. I think it will tear me to pieces to leave her. My mom and dad won't move with me, and that breaks my heart even more. I'm taking their grandchild away from them. I'm robbing my baby of the best grandmother in the world. I'm hurting so badly. I know it's the right thing to do, but it feels so wrong. I can't stay here, but I can't go without my mother. I feel so stupid.
i still love you
we spent five years together and i can't get rid of you, i still love you--i hope i didn't throw your potential away... i still love you, what should i do? dammmit!!
the thing is, when i saw that you spent our old anniversary day with your new girlfriend, i felt a pang of.. i don't know.. old times. we were together five years, and i tried so hard to make it work. and the last time we were together, you broke up with me. our love was so tumultuous.. and you really were an awful boyfriend... but god damn it, i loved you so very much. and i felt a pang of that. .. as much as i felt that, a part of me feels sorry for your new girlfriend, since you were a huuge money sink and took alot of emotional tending. unless you changed, because you have everything- eveyrthing a girl could want, if you've mended your ways...i guess i'll never know. and i made my choice to say goodbye.... haha. although you are wearing my hat in your new pic with your naieve new gf... hahaha. omg, what was i thinking?... i don't know anything anymore.
I love my Bestfriends Ex-BF
I love my bestfriend's ex-boyfriend. I know that my bestfriend is only holding onto him becase she wants him "just in case". She already has her eye on another guy. And it kills me inside, I really want to tell him. He's so sweet to her and she's a b .Ughhhhhhh....
She left me
I met a girl 6 months ago. I fell in love with her. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I was missing work and getting depressed from thinking about her so much. I was the happiest I had ever been when she asked me out. Since then, I got texts saying she was never ever going to leave me, that she loved me more then anyone shed ever loved before, that she wanted to have me forever. Then she left me for someone else.
20+ year age difference...and I DON'T CARE!
I'm a 19 year old female college student currently involved with someone over 20 years older than me. If I tell anyone I'll lose all their support, but if I lose him, I'll be destroyed.
I'm so lonely I just started kissing the chocolate lips someone left on my desk as a Valentine's treat. Sigh.
in elementary school in the 4th grade my class with another class was going to the state capital. we stopped at burger king for breakfast and we got alot a napkins and a straw for milk...(Mischeiviess grin) I liked to make every one look at me so i made the rest of the way fun. I spit spitballs at everyone on the bus! it was a really fancy bus. It had small tv screnes so I shot some at that, i shot some a the window near a boy i liked. Then i shot one up to the front and it landed in one of the popular girls hair! she lived by me and got so mad at me! I had to sit by the teacher on the way back which really stunk cause that meant no talking with my friends....
i just got a tattoo of my husband's name on the back of my neck and the idiot hates it!
I wish I could just up and leave my partner but I still feel slightly sorry for him..... I can't do anything right, I'm always crying and just want to go. I need a hug.
i did a bad thing
i've been worried about his relationship with this girl he knows from back home so i checked his texts to see how much they'd been in touch with each other. thing is, i accidentally pressed the wrong button and called her from his phone... i'm praying to god the missed call doesn't show up or they don't think anything of it cos i was wrong not to trust him and i'm so afraid i'll lose the best thing that ever happened to me
I have been with a guy for one year. He meets this chick at work that he has knowns for three months and says he wants to marry her. Needless to say, I'm pissed. She works in Personnel, so I sent an anonymous email to their inter office ethics hotline and ratted on her. Saying that she has been compromising her HR status and divulging information to him. He told me that she is probably going to lose her job and is going to have to move 100 miles away to find another one, considering it's a rural area.
I wish every guy would wear make-up. It just enhances looks-that's what it is for. though i rarely use it myself. i just think it makes some guys look so good!
i feel silly typing in anything in these confessions.
i am 19 and have never even kissed someone else. and I am hot also. I am extremely attractive. i just tend to find people disgusting...they repulse me more often than they attract me. i'm only interested in the most beautiful people. then i find one thing about them that is unattractive and i cannot get over it. i promise you if i walked past you, you would think DAMN that girl is gorgeous. i like my dad way better than my mom. If he died i would be so unhappy.
Things considered wrong i am usually scared of doing. like anything illegal.
i pee in the pool constantly.
i like japanese comics.
IN love with an old love
I am still deeply and totally in love with an old flame and i am married with 2 kids! I think about him every day and can not seem to get him off my mind. He is married with 2 kids also! Lives on the other side of the US! I try very hard to get him off my mind but i can not seem to do it!
I miss her
I had my chance with a girl I clearly didn't deserve, and I threw it away because I'm too bloody arrogant.
She's wanted me, off and on, since we were fourteen. I pretended not to be interested (I don't know, because I'm a jerk?), and we barely talked until August of last year. Since then, we got pretty close, and eventually, after a lot of alcohol, we kissed at a Christmas dance. We spent New Year together, went to see a movie and hung out a bit, and I never asked her to be my girlfriend. She went to Paris for a week, and whatever happened there (or perhaps my lack of willingness to commit - again because I'm a dumb jerk) put her off me.
She's perfect, and I knew it would never last (there's no way a girl like her could date down forever, but I thought I would have a good enough run, before I had to off and take my turn at sowing my wild oats - I'm only seventeen after all) but it's no less painful. When I got that "we should just be friends" text (and yes it was a text - Fitzgerald would not approve. Ironically enough she was a fan of The Great Gatsby, and wrote an essay on the theme of technology creating distance between people that won a nationwide prize...) I almost cried, in public no less.
Usually when I break up with a girl, I focus on what's wrong with her. I can't find anything of substance in this case - my only problems with her stemmed from my (well hidden) jealousy of her intelligence (six months younger than me and already with an offer to the best medical school in the country - something I still lack and not for want of trying), and that she didn't like me talking about other girls (before we were going out, I hasten to add).
OK, I really needed to get that off my chest.