I had a job interview, and I didn't really give it my best shot. I'm under a lot of pressure right now, or at least I was when I went on that interview, and the pressure made me think that I didn't want the job. But now that I realize I do want the job, I know I sabotaged my chances. It's not that I gave a bad interview, I just know I didn't give a good one, and I could have. My job field is very competative, and this would have been a great opportunity for me. Now that I didn't distinguish myself, I'm upset, but I have no one to talk to about it. No one would really understand. I just got scared and thought it would be better if I didn't get the job. Now I don't know what to think or feel.
Will anyone read this and understand? I can't explain to anyone just what I'm feeling.
I am incredibly unhappy with myself and am in my first year of college. I have always been a little depressed, but my friends here don't know how to watch out for me and I don't know how to tell them. So now I am lonely with no one to help protect me from myself.
I just ate sooooooo much. I was doing really well and i had to muck it up! Is tomorrow a newday?
I can't stand being nice to some people, sometimes I just want to rip into them for something they have done. But I can't...if I ever want to be elected I need to be nice...no matter how horrible the person
I feel in love with my math teacher throughout 7th and 8th grade. He was about 30 years older than me, and married with kids. His daughter was older than I was.
Thinking back on it creeps MYSELF out sometimes. And I would reach the little cards on the "Dirty Little Secret" music video to convince myself that their 'dirty little secrets' were worse than the one I had.
one sided relationship
my sister and I fight all the time. she always talks about how much she loves me and how much she misses me when we are apart for college. but, i love being away from her. all i feel like we do when we're together, is listen to her talk about her problems. problems that are dumb. problems she has had since she was 15. She's 20. i'm just so sick of it. i could never see her again and not feel a void in my life.
I'm pretty sure I have a crush on my best male friend. He JUST broke up with his girlfriend of 3 years and we've been talking alot more lately. I don't want to like him but I think I do.
And he's GORGEOUS. In every sense of the word.
I like him..
I like this guy, a lot... Half of me wants to tell him, and the other half doesn't. I want to tell him so mad so that we could be together, but hes not at all like me, he smokes and does drugs and hangs out with the guys I hate. I don't want to tell him know in case he doesn't feel the same way about me, and rejects me. I've been rejected to many times now, and I know have a fear of rejection. I don't want to be rejected, nobody does. But like I said, I really like him, and I want to tell him but we barely hang out together. He doesn't go to dances, or anything that I go to. I only see him while we are at school. He lives at the other end of town. I don't know what to do. I want to tell him just to get it off my chest, but I don't want to be rejected. If he doesn't like me back, it will change everything. They way we talk, and stuff. I sit right beside him in class, like so close, our shoulders touch (we are 3 people at one table).
Sometimes I think he does like me, with the signs he's giving, but then others I'm not sure..
So I am asking for advice, should I tell him or not?
She broke up with me
She said we weren't clicking
I wasn't that upset in the beginning
There was nothing to click since she never gave me time
I feel like we could have been so much more
I don't even know his name!
I think I love (or have a very strong crush on) my cousin's husband. We are so far apart in age, yet I can't keep my eyes off of him. I only get to see him at family reunions. Now I'm determined to work out like crazy and get a super hot body, to at least turn his head. I want him so bad. This is so wrong. First of all, we're about twenty years apart in age. Second, he's my cousin's husband! Oh, well, nobody's perfect.
You drive me crazy
You may be my mother but you drive me crazy. Everything. And I mean EVERYTHING has to revolve around you. I can't move into my new flat on a particular day because YOU have a do the day before. I can't even ring or email dad without you wanting to know what has been said and what is being done, but I think the worst part is that I am struggling to make ends meet and I ask for a coat from you for christmas, choose one that is half the price you said you were willing to ay and you complain about having to pay out that before you shell out exactly the same amount on a fancy top you aren't even sure you will wear. You make me feel guilty every single day and whenever I mention that one of your jibes hurt me I get it turned back to me about how I can't take a joke and how I don't care about your wellbeing. At times you make me sick and you wonder why I don't tell you things, why I keep so much a secret.
Every girl has a thing for a guy at her workplace!
Theres a guy at work that Im crazy about. Hes extremely good looking and he has a great personality. I have a lot in common with him and really want to go out with him and see where that can take our relationship but I just cant get up the courage to ask him out. I know that times have changed and its okay for girls to ask out guys but, Im worried that if I ask him out he will date me out of sympathy because he doesnt want to say no since we work together, rather than because he likes me.
I believe that if a guy really likes a girl he should ask her out. But what if he does in fact like me and is kind feels the same way? I'm really confused and I dont know what to do. Im sick and tired of waiting to see what will happen but Im also afraid to make the first move. Im pretty good looking myself so I dont understand why he wouldnt want to spend time with me and go out together.
She's the woman of my dreams
I met her about 3 years ago when she moved into my office building. We began talking and became good friends. One day about 10 months ago we were talking and I suddenly thought that she was the most beautiful woman in the world. It was just that fast. I began thinking about her more and more and realized how much we have in common. I now think about her constantly and know in my heart that she is the woman of my dreams. Unfortunately I'm in a downward spiraling 28 year marriage and she is a very happily married woman with a young child. It's hard seeing her 5 days a week, talking and getting along so well. I could never complicate her life. Never thought that the rare occurance of actually meeting that one special person could hurt so bad.
Theres this guy and he is not my type and if i went out with him i would probably be disowned by everyone i know but he pulls me in. Probably becasue we are from two extremely different worlds. We were both brought up totally different. After being abused as a child it would be great to finally feel that type of love. I really want him but the thing is, i have never talked to him.
im so sick and tired of missing you and loveing you and shoveing you out of my life. im tired of being afraid. Of rejection and that cold shoulder you always push at me. But most of all im tired of holding on.i dont understand Why you have such a craveing and desire to put others down. How the attention is always on you, and how you think everything you say is right, when really your always wrong. I dont like the way you talk to me. I dont like the way you look at me. I cant stand you but its so worth seeing you. the only reason i cant make eye contact is because when i look into your eyes i want to see coldness and rejection but i know i wont. ill see the same eyes that have watched me grow and love and yell and cry and hold on and...let go
I have recently turned 18 and I have never been on a date. Im a loser and I am afraid life wont get better.
I dont know what to do..
Well I have a boyfriend that I like. But I dont love.. We've been dating for about 6 months now, and I dont think my feelings are going to change becuase I know I love my ex.
Im so sick of this
My younger sister has a severe form of bipolar disorder (with characteristics of schizophrenia) and my parents will not snap out of their denial. It tears me apart seeing her like this day after day. Her personality changed drastically in a short period of time. Its almost as if she died.
She had a complete breakdown before they finally took her to the doctor. He put her on meds but suggested my parents take her to a psychiatrist. They never did. The meds seemed to have worked for the extreme mood swings and hallucinations for a few weeks, but then she started talking to thin air again. Now its been a year. Shes only 17 and shes a hermit. She has isolated herself, barely speaks(except to people that arent there) and just watches tv all day long.
This frustrates me to no end. My parents are good people. They have always supported us and I know they love us, but wont even try to face this. I keep saying its only going to get worse but they dont want to listen to me. I dont know what to do anymore. Nobody in this damn family wants to talk about whats happened, our feelings about it, etc. Lets all put on a happy face and pretend like everythings just fine*rolls eyes*
I fear I will end up having to live with and support her my whole life after my parents are gone. I dont want that responsibility...