I often fantasize that I'm a part of Star Trek Voyager. It started out as something to distract my mind before falling asleep, but now it's the setting for all types of fantasies: romance, acts of heroism, and just plain pretending to be someone I'm not. I've even begun thinking of myself as a Starfleet officer: confident, brave, honest, hard-working, intelligent, creative--all of the things I feel I'm not.
If You Love Me, Won't You Let Me Know?
We've loved each other for a long time now. He's a controlling, guilt-tripping jerk, but she won't leave him (and I've thought this well before I fell for her). She says she just wants to have us both, but keeps moving on with her life with him. And then she doesn't understand why I get upset. I feel like a jerk for getting upset in the first place. I should probably just stop seeing her, but I'm sure everyone knows how love is. I'll stay by her until she tosses me out, and my heart's going to get shredded harder than ever before, but I don't care. I still have hope that she'll be with me, and we'll live out our days a happy couple.
No sadness here
My dad never did anything to hurt me, my sisters, or my mom, yet I was relieved when he died. It's so much easier telling people that my dad passed away than it was telling them that he didn't care enough to be a part of my life.
I still pick my nose and eat it, even though I'm 30 years old. The sad part is it doesn't gross me out to do it, but when I see a kid do it, I want to throw up. Sometimes I even pick in my sleep and worry that my boyfriend will discover my disgusting secret.
I'm in love with my American History Teacher.
I think he might love me back. I don't want to be a homewrecker, but he's wonderful.
GET over her.
Get over her. Dump her. Please, because I still love you. Everytime I see you it's hard.. WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO TELL HER WE WERE TOGETHER?
I'm stuck in a love triangle right now with my best friend and a very attractive girl, Now she likes him i like her and he likes some other. Now the girl I have confessed my feelings to her and yet she remains confused and does know which one she wants. yet she told me and her couldn't happen. so I'm at a party with her and my friend, and it tends to get wild VERY wild and the music took people over and I saw her just up and kiss him in front of me. Now thats my man's I should be proud of him, But at the same Time I want to just beat him in, Until theres nothing left. But Like I've said he's my BEST friend and I would die for this guy, I would challenge anything for both his honor and life, But and the same Time I want to be the very person who tries to kill him, I really have feelings for this girl, BUT IN the end all I want to do is let go and move on and just go for another fish in the sea and put this be hide me as a big step in life.
So I ask you people of just being out there Should I be
mad or should I be happy?
when I told you not to come over cuz I was feeling ill I really went out on a date instead. I would normally feel bad about it but weve been together 4 years and you never take me out plus for the last 2 something years you've been treating me like dirt. Oh and by the way you've treating me sooo badly that sometime when you cry on the phone I have to cover my mouth to keep you from knowing that I'm laughing.
I really wish
I know you've said years ago and time and time again that your sure you NEVER wanna work or go back to school ever again but I feel someday you will regret this decision. I understand know you don't like people complaining at you for the stuff you've done in your life. Frankly I don't blame you. But honestly I need to put my two cents in. You dropped out of high school four years ago. And up until the last year or so you harldly left your house. You haven't worked anywhere or volunteered or been on any trips. Hell you barely even socialize with your own family members. As your closest friend I know I will someday develop the courage to tell you these things.
It's sooo inconsiderate on your father and all the others who care about you. And personally as my best friend I really wish you'de stop this.
i try to keep the fact that i like you a secret, but then i do a bad job of it. i like the red in your hair
I feel I'm in Crisis
I've been married for seven years and I get disgusted when my husband touches me. He is a good person, I'm just not in love with him anymore. I want to leave, but I don't know if I can handle it financially and honestly I don't think he'll let me go. I have a crush on someone else, but I don't want to ruin my family. I don't even know how this other person feels about me. But I can't stop thinking about this person, and we are on completely opposite ends of the spectrum. I want to get the crush out of my head. I just want out of my marriage. I just want to focus on me and my kid. I just don't know how.
why does he do that
Everytime I go to my boyfriend's house, he wants me to leave at 12:30... but when i say ill get the bus at 1 he says no. I know its stupid, but it makes me feel so lame that he doesnt want me to stay longer. I love him so much and i know he loves me back. but why does he do that?
So. I feel like all my relationships are messed up. Here's the deal. I've been dating this guy for 3 months. We dated last year for half a year before I screwed things up and ended it. This time though, I really feel like I might love him, but it's just not working out the way I hoped.
The guy I'm with is an amazing guy though. He's just the sweetest. But I keep feeling like I'm screwing things up. I've been talking to a few other guys and planning to hang out" with them. I don't feel bad at the time
in high school my freshman year i was in love with this one girl but i never had the courage to approach her despite reoccurring classes with her..... now in my junior year she has a boyfriend and i feel awful to say the least
I hate myself
I hate myself so much for still loving my ex after all this time. I am using food to hurt myself. I've gained almost 100 lbs in 5 years. This keeps men from being attracted to me and allows me to wallow in self-loathing. I decided today that I really don't want to do this any more, and that maybe, just maybe, I can learn to like myself all over.
Love or studies?
I love my boyfriend, or so i think. I truly believe i do, even if it isn't love, its something strong that i feel. However, im just scared about the future. We'll both be going to university soon and he keeps on bringing me down when we mention it, as we both realize that i will be hard for us to stay together during this period. I promised him we'd stay together. However, now looking back, i dont think I can promise that... is it impossible to look into the future?
I started playing Eragon on xbox 360 today at like 7:00 am and waited for some people to come to my house. It was at like 5:30 pm when I finished the game and realized I had all of the achievements. I don't know why I played through so much of the game, I didn't even care about the achievements after like 10 minutes, but some strong outside force compelled me to sit through one lousy level and generic story cutscene after another. I felt violated and immediatly took a shower when it was over, but it didn't help in the long run because it's still on my gamercard.
Hit a Parked Car
I accidentally hit a parked car while I was trying to park today. I felt like a total idiot. I got out and checked the bumper of the other car and there was absolutely NO damage. However, I am absolutely terrified that someone may have seen me do it and called the cops. Now I am terrified that the cops will come and arrest me.