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The love of my life
I have finally met the Love of my life. Since i have told her, she is avoiding me. This other guy also likes her, and apparently is REALLY into her. I want to have a relationship with her, but i'm just not sure what to do at this point. I hope God will show me the way and everything i do will be according to his will.
losing the girl
I just got back from my first date and it was great. I wasnt nervous more excited than anything. We both had a great time and loved each other company. We held hands and acted like a couple pretty much. I have been looking forward to this date and im so happy it turned out this way. I am going to see her the next day and cant wait. Theres no more being nervous im so anxious and cant wait to see her again. This is the happiest moment of my life.
i hate my ex
because he made me wasted an entire year and countless amount of food and money on him...not to mention the emotional trauma that he put me through.. but most of all i hate myself for being too stupid to see that he's not good enough for me.
not who i seem
I am not who i seem. I act like i have a great job and im set. I act like i have lots of money. Im in dept and i still live with my parents. I have a few friends from work and 1 from highschool. Im to scared to go to college and to scared to ask for help.
still in love
I think im still in love with my boyfriend that I broke up with almost two years ago. When he calls me or IM's me i can't help but get butterflies in my stomach. Sometimes i think he might feel the same way but then I just laugh at myself..
My father-in-law is dying, but I resent that I will have to spend the holidays with my in-laws instead of my parents. I know given the circumstances it is the right thing to do, but I am still sad and resentful. My in-laws are very selfish people that never did a thing to support my husband emotionally or financially. The stories he tells me of his childhood make me sad, as do the endless ways I have seen them disrespect and devalue him over the years.
But mostly I am scared that I will get stuck with my MIL, who has been hurtful to me for the past 7 years. We moved cross-country and I am scared she will follow us after my FIL dies. Given the tenuous relationship we have and the previously distant relationship she had with my husband, it would be disastrous. I am worried the widow halo will blind him and I will end up paying for years.
He doesnt know me
I fell in love with a musician. I always go to see him in his concerts. Im truly crazy for him, he is stuck on my mind all day. But the thing is that he doesnt even know me. I only met him couple of times just to say hi and congratulations.. we only have crossed glances for some seconds but I swear for me it was like an eternity, I love him but I dont know if I should tell him or keep my secret. He must be pushing 40 and im already 19, i need some advice please. Thanks a lot
What would you do with Cancer?
This is a hypothetical question. If you were a year out from marriage and you found out you had some nasty cancer, how would you handle it?
Would you tell them the truth and ask them to endure the hardship?
Would you tell the truth and tell them that you are breaking up with them to spare them the pain?
Would you pretend to have cheated on them and break up, to spare them the pain?
Would you just disappear?
Would just become friends until your future was certain?
I don't have cancer that I know of, but I have several lumps that I am beginning to think might be. I just moved to this area so making a doctor's appointment has taken a few weeks. I want to have an idea of what I will do before I get the news either way, because I think this will be the only time I can think logically.
My Mother's Letter
This is a letter I wrote to my mom when I was 12. I never sent it though. I still read it from time to time and my eyes get wet from the horror you put me in.
Of course you thought I didn?t mean it when I said I wished you would die. But sometimes, I really meant it. Alone in my room I would think about how much easier my life would be without you. I would have less bruises, I would get to eat right, I would get to eat NORMALLY. I would not have to eat lettuce-pancakes or vanilla extract chicken, or rice with milk. I would not have to take a shower only once a week, because you didn?t like the noise of water running. You didn?t like anything, period. If I made a sandwich, you would wrench it out of my grasp and throw it in the garbage. You would knock food out of my hands even if you had not allowed me to eat anything that day. You would be scared of big fridges, and buy countless small ones, about 10 mattresses and furniture, only to throw them out because you didn?t like them anymore. You would bully me about my computer, and if I was on it 5 minutes more than you said on my schedule, you would try to break it. It cost 1,000 dollars, and I cried. I would run
home from school because I was ashamed from my teeny house my dad could afford with your spendings of thousands of dollars on stuff you would throw away the next day.
We are moving for the 14th time.My parents are already living at the new place but i dtayed to finish school.i had to graduate early for them.and i hate them for it i wanted a senior year and i got nothing.i know they love me and they do stuff for me.But why me? why cant we be normal?why must i do everything?why do i feel like im holding this thing together? im so sick of this and then and yet i have no way out
Waste of time
I know it's a horrible thing to say this & I don't feel this way all the time... But I can't help but feel that the past 2 years of my life were a waste. This guy and I were in love, lived together for awhile, and even talked about getting married.
Certain things didn't work. We never talked about it and everything ended. Supposedly we're "best friends" but he wants space and for me to not bother him for a few weeks.
I'm still in love with him... & it's been killing me. But, I'm angry. He flirts and hangs out with 15 year olds now. Everyone tells me that I'm too good for him, but it still hurts and secretly I still want him back.
I've resolved not to call him. I still miss him though.
I'm in love with my boss
He is everything I have ever dreamed my partner would be. He touches me, looks at me & makes me feel like I am the most sexy, beautiful, intelligent woman around. We have been seeing each other for a little while now, but it will always be secret..he is married.
I'm a liar.
All my life I?ve been a compulsive liar. I lie a lot ? all the time, about almost everything. I?ve had whole ?relationships? function for years based completely on lies. I do it because I need to feel validated and because? well, because I always get away with it.
I know karma is probably going to come and bite me on the ass someday, but I can?t stop! It?s like a tick. They always start off really small and then balloon into an elaborate fantasy. I?m amazed that people don?t ever seem to call me out on it.
I want to stop. I sometimes have to consciously tell myself not to do it while I?m talking to someone. I feel so uninteresting and bland. Funny that the one thing that helps make me look better is the same thing that?s making me a bad person.
a girl asked me out, i did'nt realy know he she wasent very atractive or hot infact she's kinda chubby, i turned her down but we became good friends. I realised how beautiful person she is on the inside. its like shallow hall now everytime i see her i see her differantly to how i saw her when she asked me out she is gorgeus and i think i love her. it breaks my heart to think i've missed my chance with such an amazing girl.
why do i stay single
i'm in my 20s, attractive, but cannot let myself date anyone. i've been alone for so long that every time i'm about to start something i can feel myself wanting to cling.
it's always the same: i start seeing someone, i have an emotional, bonding episode with them;i freak out and dump their ass on the very next day for no reason. what's wrong with me?
Eyeliner on a guy
Sometimes I put eyeliner on for fun. I'm a guy. and I don't like Green Day but I still do it.
Mom, if you only knew how much I truly hate you...
I can no longer tolerate my mother. She is a horrid women, rotten to the core from her own cynical nature. She also throws back everything someone says to her in anger, making each battle with her a nightmare.
In response to this, I have created a bedtime ritual. Every night before I fall asleep, I picture her and me in a room together. I yell at her and say all the things I so desperately wish I could say to her in reality. I scream how I can't stand how she treats me like her slave, how she completely destroys all positive situations with her words, and that I can no longer feel any kind of compassion toward her.
I always fall asleep with a smile on my face.
my boyfriend seems to show more love for other girls than me. It annoys me so much, i wish i could do something. There's always something wrong with the lives of these girls. I know them personally myself, so i know they have these problems. But i feel left out alot, i feel unloved. Then i go throught the guilt phase, i feel like im being selfish, after all these girls do really need help right? What should I do?