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You're really upsetting me right now. You're being cold and unfriendly and putting up defenses, then you just pretend it's some big joke. I was really looking forward to seeing you this week but you blew me off every time with excuses that were very, very weak. It's pissing me the off now.
I Am Sorry
i am actually fed up of this life lying to my parents.......... i reaelly feel like crying it all everything to them and ask them to forgive me........ i know for some time lying does save u bt it puts u into a greater amount of problems......... i have recognized that....... i dont understand how am i going to say about it to my parents........ please god help me .......... forgive me just for once for all the wrong things i have donw in my life............. i want another chance to prove myself to my parents and relatives........... i dont want to break the trust they have in me........... please god forgive me for my sins.............
my best friend's cousin
My best friend had a birthday party and as soon as I walked in I was all over her cousin. Everyone noticed. That was over a month ago. We talk and I want him so bad and I still have no idea how he feels about me and I'm too scared to ask.
Worried about job
I work at a lumber store and im completely insecure about my job. I am very worried about losing it. I havent went to college and have no additional schooling other from hs. I feel like i will never get a career that i like and feel very depressed. I feel like ive done nothing to benefit myself. Now i have to many bills to go back to school and to be honest dont want to. I feel i would not put enough effort into and just fail. This feeling sucks so bad.
I lie about things so people will respect me
i lied about my SAT scores i really scored 80 points less. i lied about which schools i got into. i lied about getting laid.
I miss her more than i could ever tell her. I feel guilty for being so far away, and i constantly worry that there's someone else.
I love that girl so much...
I miss you.
He was the first person I ever fell in love with. He was really the first person I ever allowed myself to love at all. He meant the world to me and made my life so beautiful. He broke up with me because he said he loved me too much to be so young. Now he's telling similar lies to his new boyfriend. He told him he hates me and never wants to see me again over the phone while shaking his head at me to let me know it wasn't true. I wonder how many times he was shaking his head at others while reassuring me that we would make it. He is a liar. I don't even know the person i fell in love with, but I miss him so much.
i wish i was dead
every day i consider breaking up with you. every day you give me reasons to break up. forgetting me and ignoring me was painful enough. not to mention the yelling, hitting and cheating. despite all this i love you but i am never 100% certain i want to be with you. you make me feel like garbage again and again. we have 2 children together so i pray for new horizons, but its always at my expense. i dont feel loved by you. why i can't i stop this horrible path with you? why do you insist you love me? is it out of guilt? i wish i was dead.
I baked a birthday cake for a friend. I mixed the cake batter in a green plastic bowl. As I mixed, I noticed that bits of green plastic from the bowl were flecked in the batter. Rather than make a new cake, I added multi-colored sprinkles to hide the plastic. Everyone loved the cake.
I'm sitting in front of this computer telling you my life story. You have no idea who I am but you are probably bored and have nothing else better to do than waste time reading about other peoples confessions. At this point in my life I can't help but feel my entire life has been wasted. I have done nothing with my life and am no closer to reaching “my goals” in life than I was 5 years ago. I'm actually probably in worse shape. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and have no friends and have hurt the one person who I loved and actually cared for me. I've made her cry and ignored her for what reasons? I have no idea. My social skills are very poor and I can't help trying to avoid people because I feel they don't like me even though I've never met them or meet them a few times. I spend most of time just on the computer and sleeping. My family knows almost nothing about me. I really never communicate with them. Looking back in my life I
never had a real good relationship with anyone. I never trusted anyone really. I wish I could just start my life over because it seems this one isn't going anywhere and ill just end up killing myself sooner or later because I don't have anything. My mom and dad have seen me make mistake after mistake and yet this still don't judge me and support me. I wish I could make them happy.... If I only accomplish one thing in my life at this point on I wish I could make my parents proud. But at this point i don't know if I could do that or how I could do that. Their unconditional love amazes me and is the only thing I care about and the only thing I have.
Still love him after 23 years
I know he's married with children. Just have to get this off of my chest. I know nothing will ever happen, haven't seen him in about 15 years, we met when we were both young and dated on and off for 5 years. I still love this man and often think about him and will keep it to myself until I die.
Where did I go wrong
I am currently in a relationship for almost seven years and I dont love him, in part because I found out things that Im not happy about but stay because I told him I forgive him and feel almost obligated. Then two years ago I saw my ex-boyfriend at a club (he did not see me) but it just brought back all these feelings that I have for him (I broke up with him, due to father-trust issues) Last year though I learned he got engaged and married. I've just become so depressed, since then because it should have been me. I've thought about him since that day I saw him and continue to. Every other day I pull out his letters he wrote me while in college and look at his pic.
Loving the Dead???
I'm madly in love with two people, their brilliant and everything I love. However, they are both dead. One died two years before I was born, the other three years after I was born. Thats weird isn't it. They where both famous people but I'm not saying who. Its kind of upseting when my relatives say to me, you will meet the right guy someday. I don't want anyone else. Hopefully when I die I'll see them, thats my life long wish. However I could eventually fall in love with someone who is alive, It happened once but he was a total jerk! I'm 18 years old by the way.
my mom is practically the worst out there she tells me im fat when she is fat too she tells me i aint prty enough to model i am 5'7" and only weigh 110 i don't think im fat. im built too im in many sports. im in volleyball cheerleading and track and snowboarding, i have a Facebook page and everyone says i should model blah blah blah but if my mm don't agree i can't it agrivates me so much!
Love or Late?
I tell him I love him. But he's hurt me before and I'm not sure if I honestly love him or if its too late. Now he says he's different and I don't know. I think I might be too. He says we're never breaking up again. But maybe thats exactly what I want, to break up. I can trust. How do you expect me to love?
"I love you." I'll lie.
"I love you too." He'll say.
I'll never know if he's telling the truth this time or not. Hell, I'm even losing sight on my honesty.
the last goodbye was supposed to be hello
I was in 6th grade and my life was all about my friends and family. I always hung out with my best friend and he was actually a guy, he taught me how to skateboard in the summer, we always went fishing together i was a huge tomboy and with him i flet like i was never forgotten. I would go home and we would talk online but we were just friends. I told my brother about how i felt and he just said it wasnt friends for me it was more like love. I had to think about this for awhile then just forgot about it like threw it away. school started again and were in 7th grade. We were the best of freinds and nothin could tear us apart i thought. then i started thinking about what my brother had said. I decided to tell mike how i had felt about him the next day. I went to bed late that night and awoke at 2 to the sound of sirens. i though it was nothing because they dissaperead into the night. when i went to school
the next day it was the first time i had ever wore make up i stole my moms mascara and put some on. When i got to school and didnt see mike i just thought he was sick. Mr.lafredo, one of the teachers at our school came into the class and whispered to the teacher. The teacher told us all to be quiet while he talks. The teacher was almost crying and i was wondering what was wrong he started saying there was a fire last night and that one of our dear classmates has passed away. Thats when i relaized what he was saying i ran out of the class room crying my eyes out. i ran to the bench where i sat on the first day of 6th grade and mike had sat next to me and started talking to me. The teacher had came up, he knew me and mike were really close. He offered to call my parents to take me home but i just wanted to be here all day in this spot. If anybody else has had to go through this i am sorry and you are not alone. ever since that day i have never been a tom boy, i have always worn make up and i always
cry when i pass by the picture of him hanging in my school hallway, it has been two years but it feels like yesterday whenever it think about it. I havent been able to move on. And every october 5th i go tomboy for the day and carry a picture of us together, his favorite one, in my back pack. the very picture my mom took away because she hated seeing me so depressed every time i saw it. I have never let myself fall in love since and no matter what people say about trying to move on i cant i cant get over the fact that my first love ended so harsh so now i try to get through every day knowing that mike would have wanted me to be happy. I will see him when i see him. I just cant wait to that day.
dear boy that i can't live without
dont worry its nothing bad... well it might be idk... so heres the thing
i rly need to hang out with you not because i always dream about it and always wish for it, not because u seem like the kewlest kid alive, not because i feel i can tell you alot, what is about is...
I NEED to see you because well like i like you and i know that seems weird because we dont rly know each other it seems but i do kno alot about u and u know alot about me...
i want to become closer friends and i kno the whole likeing thing wont go anywhere but i cant hold it back anymore. I dream//daydream about going down there and us having the time of our lives and the worst part i always feel is awakeing from it and realizeing it was a dream... sorry if this is like not the way u want/wanted it to go bc i can pretend i nvr said this if its what you want... all i want to say is even though i have a bf i feel bad when i do something with him bc im thinking of where you live, and i am thinkin of wat would be the first thing i said to you when i see you for the first time...
You have to be RLY tired bc you keep running in and out of my mind! i kno that a chessy pick up line but im not using it as a pick up line im using it as the truth. i felt i had to tell you so there it is...
if you nvr wanna talk to me im ok with it i will just have to recover...
if you wanna talk and feel at all the same god i will be so excited and ur probly like i have a gf well hello i have a bf i RLY like and im saying this... well thats it... so idk kno if this goodbye or just hello so all im gonna say is .. your totally a great friend and i understand any thing you say or do...
this girl and i were getting along so well, then all of a sudden i asked her out, she said sorry i have a BF. i hate him i hate me i hate life KILL ME!!!:@