afraid of waking up...
sometimes (like now) i am afraid of going to sleep because i know i have to get up in the morning and start another day.
My mother is a huge burden. I love her so much, but I think my resentment towards her is getting out of control. I've been taking care of her my whole life, but since I started collage 6 years ago she's been like my child. I pay her bills, handle her problems. I can't deal with it much longer, but without me I know she'll kill herself. I wake up every morning clenching my teeth I'm so stressed out, I don't know how it will all end.
I hate my sisters. They are both still kids and one just had a baby, and the other one is pregnant. they are not even 20 yet. I have been trying to have a baby with my fiancee for almost a year now. I'm the oldest. They can't even take care of their own babies. I hate them. I have everything but a baby... Life is so unfair...
Even though everyone thinks our friendship is perfect, I secretly HATE my best friend. She's one of those trampy, "codependant" girls, who always run back to a guy even though they treated the girl like trash. She goes around calling herself "emo", even though everyone knows she's a poser. The only reason I haven't stopped being her friend is because I don't want to throw away the friendship we have had since 2nd grade.
I have a crush on this girl that is in my biology class. every day I look forward to class just to see her. It's sad but I can't seem to muster the courage to tell her how I feel about her. This is my senior year in high school and I have very little time to tell her before graduation. If that happens then I am afraid that I will never see her again and tell her my feelings.
I love Belinda Carlisle
My love for Belinda Carlisle extends far beyond that of physical attraction. Her voice, her lyrics, the heart and rhythm she puts into every note...
Her song Summer Rain lifts my spirits to heights. Every time I hear that song, I fan feel the raindrops, I can hear the train. I can feel the gravel, grit and concrete under my foot as I stand on that platform. Its like I am really there. Dancing with her in the summer rain.
Not My Wife
I've been in love with the same girl for 28 years...and she's NOT my wife. She's married to someone else, as am I...and I doubt whether she knows my feelings for her. I'm unhappy in my marriage, but it appears that she's happy in hers. :(
one part of the time i love you to death
the other three parts of the time i love him. sadly i am dating you and he still loves me and you know yet you love me anyway
so why am i not happy being taken by you?
My grandmother is dying
i have a choice to visit my grandmother before she passes, she is not well and is overcome with cancer, the last i saw of her she could still be made to laugh, now she can't stand or function on her own and her days are very near, my heart wants to remember her as i last saw her, but i'm torn with the decision to witness her end, i want to support her and am fearful of my last chance to say goodbye, is my heart telling me the truth or is fear steering me away, what would my creator advise me to do with this very difficult choice
I got that girl fired
I don't think it's really a confession, and I don't feel bad about it, but I got a girl fired from my job. She is honestly a bad person, and my company was paying her $16/hour to sit on her butt and look at Myspace. Her not doing her job was interfering with my job, so I went all cloak and dagger with it and got her fired. We were 'supposed' to be 'friends', but I actually hated her. I think it's unfair for people like that to basically get away with murder their whole lives. She started rumors about me after she put two and two together. Let's just say I wouldn't bat an eyelash to burning her house down and stab her ashes. Hope she has fun in hell someday.
I'm a bad person
I've been with my guy for 3 years now, and most of the time, all I do is fantasize about other men. Exes, his friends, random bar guys, celebs - you name it. I guess I just wonder if that's normal...or if maybe I'm too young to get married. The problem is, I love him more than anything in the world. He is the best person for me, and I know that, I just wish I could stop thinking about other guys. It makes me feel so bad. But I haven't ever and wouldn't ever cheat on him. Am I a bad person?
i want to get a mohawk soon but i'm afraid i'll get fired
I used to fake as people
Well.. one day i used my friends picture as a joke i talked to him and he was like “what the heck” at first it was funny but then i got addicted taking other peoples pictures and pretending to be them i even used one in a game and got cought i quit the minute they found out it wasnt me and i vow to this day to never do it again
I Stole My Friends Game
When i was in the 6th grade my friend had lent me a game after a couple of weeks i was supposed to be moving but i didn't tell him.. lol i wanted it so in 2 days i ended moving keeping the games.. after a while i felt horrible about it and if someone did it to me i'd be wanting to fight 'em so if your reading this and you know who you are im really really sorry
I am spun out on Ritalin. It helped me study at first but now it makes my heart feel all messed up. I can't stop taking it without staying in bed all day. Trying to learn advanced mathematics on legal speed has made me lose my mind. I'm broke. I have a great idea but I can't summon the will power to carry it out. I am so confused about everything. I have nothing to show for the last six years. What happened to me?
i don't know why.
i still love my ex boyfriend. we broke up because he was suicidal and depressed and i told his parents. at first he was a grateful, but now is spreading lies about me and telling me he hates me. i just want him to be happy and healthy, even though it's tearing me apart.
I love you
i told my bf he was the first person i ever said i love you to, but its not true. i got caught up and a lame internet thing and i felt guilty for not liking the guy as much and i told him i loved him and convinced myself i liked him more than i did. I look at it as my one do over. That im allowed to make that one mistake, so it didn't really count
my whole life was a struggle with my appearance, i always thought i was ugly, when i was about 9 a bully type person called me ugly. Through out all this ppl would say i was beautiful, or tell my mom. When i started going online about 3 years ago and put up pictures on myspace, i got bombarded with compliments. PPl think i model, i had many men like/love/ me jut form what they saw. I broke some hearts. I hate that boy, because in all the beautifuls, there is still that one ugly that ruins it all. I wished awful things on him, he is a loser, does drugs and whatnot, part of me hopes he gets busted and goes to jail, or that he has a stroke and is damaged for life.