I feel like someone's ripped my heart from my chest. Hey, you still there? I just needed to say. Give you a heads up.At this point, that feeling of doom, that feeling of please don't say what I think your gonna say, centred in my chest, I stop breathing, for an eternity, waiting for you to tell me forever. I wait. I might be going away for a while.
Okay now what do I do Can I be your friend?
Can I see you again? Knowing in my heart all the time,
You want my help, You want my advice,
You want me because I am stranger, Because I'm objective,
I am objective. I don't exist.
Thing is, I am real.
My whole world has been filled with rose and joy since I've met you, I cant sleep, I can't eat, I hang on your every word, you make me smile, you make me laugh, I want to make you better when your sad, you've made me come alive, you've reminded me i'm not cold, I'm not frozen up. You came to me and now your going.
But I wont let fear take me,
And I wont make the same mistakes again,
You make me happy,
Even if its just for today,
Cause in the end, that's all we have. now.
So now, I'm going to be fearless. Because I know you'll pass like the seasons. Better to regret what I did, rather than what I never tried.
how will he respond?
Every time I see my boyfriend I find my self falling more and more in love with him, problem is I cant tell him how I really feel about him because I'm scared of how he'll respond.....
There was this guy that i fell in love with. we got on so well, and we'd always have the best time together. he said that he felt atracted to me, but since we were heading off to different universities, we shouldn't start a relationship. We went to our separate universities, but we still maintained a close friendship. Although he would date other guys (usually right before i would visit him), i still was very much in love with him, and i did mention it a couple of times and everytime he would say that i meant a lot to him and that he was attracted to me but that we shouldn't do anything. eventually, it came to the point where i felt that i should cut contact with him, because i couldn't stop myself from liking him. i told him this and we planned a good-bye visit. the visit went well, we had dinner and watched some movies, but when it came for him to leave i was hoping for somewhat of an emotional response. i walked him to his bus, all the
while hoping he'd say something, maybe beg me to
reconsider. he didn't. he got on the bus without even giving me a hug and just left. It's been months since i last saw/ spoke to him. Now, i despise him for not making more of an effort to try and keep me in his life. he makes me feel worthless. sometimes, i imagine myself going to his house and stabbing him and then killing all of his uni mates bare handed for somehow changing him and taking him from me. the most tragic thing though is that i really miss him.
BT A New Man
Hello, my name is Brad. I want to be a good man. Anyway I want to say that it starts today at 01:23:45
play the game everybody play the game
men just suck and are full of lies. they toy with my emotions just so they can be with me. i say i too can play at this game. from now on my relations will be a calculated plan. After all "I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things. We can do the tango just for two. I can serenade and gently play on your heart strings, be your valentino just for you..." watch out boys you have met your match i can make you fall head over heals and not feel a damn thing myself just like you...you jerks have had it coming!
afraid of waking up...
sometimes (like now) i am afraid of going to sleep because i know i have to get up in the morning and start another day.
My mother is a huge burden. I love her so much, but I think my resentment towards her is getting out of control. I've been taking care of her my whole life, but since I started collage 6 years ago she's been like my child. I pay her bills, handle her problems. I can't deal with it much longer, but without me I know she'll kill herself. I wake up every morning clenching my teeth I'm so stressed out, I don't know how it will all end.
I hate my sisters. They are both still kids and one just had a baby, and the other one is pregnant. they are not even 20 yet. I have been trying to have a baby with my fiancee for almost a year now. I'm the oldest. They can't even take care of their own babies. I hate them. I have everything but a baby... Life is so unfair...
Even though everyone thinks our friendship is perfect, I secretly HATE my best friend. She's one of those trampy, "codependant" girls, who always run back to a guy even though they treated the girl like trash. She goes around calling herself "emo", even though everyone knows she's a poser. The only reason I haven't stopped being her friend is because I don't want to throw away the friendship we have had since 2nd grade.
I have a crush on this girl that is in my biology class. every day I look forward to class just to see her. It's sad but I can't seem to muster the courage to tell her how I feel about her. This is my senior year in high school and I have very little time to tell her before graduation. If that happens then I am afraid that I will never see her again and tell her my feelings.
I love Belinda Carlisle
My love for Belinda Carlisle extends far beyond that of physical attraction. Her voice, her lyrics, the heart and rhythm she puts into every note...
Her song Summer Rain lifts my spirits to heights. Every time I hear that song, I fan feel the raindrops, I can hear the train. I can feel the gravel, grit and concrete under my foot as I stand on that platform. Its like I am really there. Dancing with her in the summer rain.
Not My Wife
I've been in love with the same girl for 28 years...and she's NOT my wife. She's married to someone else, as am I...and I doubt whether she knows my feelings for her. I'm unhappy in my marriage, but it appears that she's happy in hers. :(
one part of the time i love you to death
the other three parts of the time i love him. sadly i am dating you and he still loves me and you know yet you love me anyway
so why am i not happy being taken by you?
My grandmother is dying
i have a choice to visit my grandmother before she passes, she is not well and is overcome with cancer, the last i saw of her she could still be made to laugh, now she can't stand or function on her own and her days are very near, my heart wants to remember her as i last saw her, but i'm torn with the decision to witness her end, i want to support her and am fearful of my last chance to say goodbye, is my heart telling me the truth or is fear steering me away, what would my creator advise me to do with this very difficult choice
I got that girl fired
I don't think it's really a confession, and I don't feel bad about it, but I got a girl fired from my job. She is honestly a bad person, and my company was paying her $16/hour to sit on her butt and look at Myspace. Her not doing her job was interfering with my job, so I went all cloak and dagger with it and got her fired. We were 'supposed' to be 'friends', but I actually hated her. I think it's unfair for people like that to basically get away with murder their whole lives. She started rumors about me after she put two and two together. Let's just say I wouldn't bat an eyelash to burning her house down and stab her ashes. Hope she has fun in hell someday.
I'm a bad person
I've been with my guy for 3 years now, and most of the time, all I do is fantasize about other men. Exes, his friends, random bar guys, celebs - you name it. I guess I just wonder if that's normal...or if maybe I'm too young to get married. The problem is, I love him more than anything in the world. He is the best person for me, and I know that, I just wish I could stop thinking about other guys. It makes me feel so bad. But I haven't ever and wouldn't ever cheat on him. Am I a bad person?
i want to get a mohawk soon but i'm afraid i'll get fired
I used to fake as people
Well.. one day i used my friends picture as a joke i talked to him and he was like "what the heck" at first it was funny but then i got addicted taking other peoples pictures and pretending to be them i even used one in a game and got cought i quit the minute they found out it wasnt me and i vow to this day to never do it again